Raani raani aamar raani

Shona baby koi?? jaanis baire khub brishti hochhe, tui ki korchish?? kheye chish? maa khaiye diyeche?? eii chobi ta dekh thin maash aar aat din boyesh tor, aamar paashe shue shue aamake nokol kore haai tulchish. roj shokale aage aami toke chokki kortam tarpor bichana theke uthtaam.

Hmmmm, toke aaj golpo bolbo bole chilaam nare? thik aache, shon ki hoyechilo, jokhon tor dadu tor maake niye gelo hostel theke. Aami aar tor ma tokhon prem kori, biye korbo bole thik korechi, tor ma bollo je tor dadu aar dida kodin mene nebena, karon aami tor mayer theke ektu choto, aami bollam kichhu hobe na , aami thik kore debo shob, eirokom i cholchilo, tarpor ekdin july 2002 tor maa aamake phone kore bollo bhishon bipod! aami jiggesh korlaam keno ki hoyeche?? tor ma bollo baba aashche kaal aamake niye jete, mayer shorir khub kharap. aami to bhishon ghabre gelam, but tor baba to bhishon strong taai bhoy paaini ektuo, aami gelaam tor mayer shathe dekha korte, dekhi tor ma kaanche, khub kaanche, aami bollam kedona, aami shob thik kore debo, tumi bhoy peona, tor mayer onek bondhura jara hostel e thakto tara bollo paaliye jete tor maake niye, aami bollam na kichhutei na, aami palabona, aami shobaar shamne diye aamar mouraani ke nie aashbo, kintu aami palabo na. tor ma aaro kaante lege gelo, bollo eii aamader shes dekha, aamake niye giye ora biye diye debe, aar konodin dekha hobena, aami bollam mouraani tumi aamake bhalobaasho to?? tor maa bollo praner thekeo beshi, aami bollam tahole chinta korona aamar opre bhorosha rakho, aami shob thik kore debo, tor maa tao kaante thaaklo, taarporr one bujhie tor maake hostel e pherot pathalaam.

Porer din aami jaani je tor dadu tor maake nite aashbe taai aami age thekei giye wait korchilaam jadavpure bus stand e, kichukhun bade dekhi tor ma , dadu aar tor maashi tin jon aashche, aami lukie porlaam, ora tin jon bus e uthe gelo aar aami oder pichoner seat e giye boshlaam, tor maa amake dekheni jaanish? jokhon ticket kaathchi tokhon aamar gola shune pichon phire takalo, dekhe she ki haashi, gaal bhora haashi , kintu chokhe jol, aami pichoner seat e boshei janlar paash diye tor mayer hathta dhorlaam, tor may aamar haath ta aakre dhorlo, aami jaani o khub bhoy peyechilo, taarpor howrah station eshe gelo ora train e uthe gelo aar aami chup kore onek khun ekta trolley er opore boshe roilaam, ki korbo kichhu jaani na, kintu eta jaantaam je tor maake chara aami bachbona, jekorei hok tor maake niye aashte hobe, biye kore.

Taarpor besh koyek din kete gelo, aami jaante paarlaam je tor mashi giye tor dida aar dadu ke boleche je aami bhalo chele noi, aami gunda eii shob aarki, aamar tokhon kichuii bhalo lagena, shara din shudhu wait kori kokhon tor maa ekta shujog peye aamake phone korbe aar bolbe je shob thik aache, shara raat ghum aashtona, kichhu khete ichha korto na shudhu kaantaam , ar bhabtaam je ekhon aami ki kori?? jodi shotti aamar mouraanir biye diye dey aami ki korbo??

Taarpor ekdin ekta phone eleo, ke jaanish piki r , piki bollo shob thik aache , kitu tor maake tor dida ekdom ghor theke berote deyna, karur shathe kotha bolte deyna, kichhu korte deyna, aami bollam je thik aache oke chinta korte na korish aar bolish aami aashchi oke nite.

Bole to dilaam, kintu jaanish aami tokhon chakri kori na, kichhu korina, biye kore bouke niye kothaye jaabo? ki khawoabo?? jaai hok , tokhon aami aalu ke bollam ja thake kopale, chol oke niye aashi. aalu ke jaanish aamar choto belar bondhu, aamara ek shathe boro hoyechi, or aashol naam Arindam Chowdhuri, aamra bondhura oke aalu bole daaki, aamra shob shomoy ekshonge. jaai hok, aami aalu ke to bollam, taarpor ekdin , shombaar chilo odinke, tor dadu office e gechilo, aami aar aalu giye haajir holaam Durgapure shogorbhanga te, train e kore gechilaam, tarpor station the riksha kore, shoja tor mayer baari, aami jaantaam shedin tor maa aar tor dida chara barite aar keu thakbe na, tor maa i khobor pathie chilo piki ke diye. jaai hok aami aar aalu riksha theke neme upore giye calling bell tiplaam, shunte pelaam bhitore daler mehndir bhangra hochhe, ota aashole calling bell ta, ki shanghatik bol to?? calling bell hochhe daler mehndir bhangra! kichukhun bade dorja khule shudhu ekta mukh berolo, tor didar, "kake chaai?"

aami bollam mou aache?? tor dida bollo na to, o to ekhane nei, o to tata nagar e or mamar barite, aami or maashi, aami bollam je aar keu nei barite?? or baba kothaye?? tor dida bollo or baba to kage geche, aami jiggesh korlaam "aar or maa?", tor dida bollo, or ma to or shonge tata nogor geche, aami kintu jaani je tor ma okhanei aache, barir bhetore, kintu tor dida aamader kichutei dhukte debena, aami bollam je aamader tata nagarer address ta din, jaai hok eshob korte korte aami aar aalu baarite dhuke pori, bas! aami bollam je aami mouer shathe dekha na kore kichutei jaabo na, tate jaai hok na keno, onek jhamelar pore, tor dida bollo je "jodi mou nije berie eshe bole dey je o amar shathe kotha bolbe na tahole ki aamra chole jaabo?"aami bollam je thik aache jodi mou nije baaire eshe bole dey tahole aamra chole jabo aar kodin aashbona.

tokhon tor dida , bhetore giye tor maake deke niye elo, aami dekhlaam aamar mouraani koto roga hoye geche! chokher tolaye kaali, tor dida tor maake bollo" oder bole daao je tumi oder shathe kotha bolte chaaona, aar oder chole jete bolo" tor ma okhane dariye bhaaay kore kede phello,, aar aami thakte na pere tor mayer kache chole gelam , mathaye haat bulie bollam , chinta koro na mouraani eii to aami eshe gechi, niye jaabo tomake, tokhon tor maa ektu chup korlo.BAS tar por tor didar pala, prothome tor dida taar por tor daadu, dujonkei bollam shob, aar eo bollam je aami biye korte chai mouke, ora bollo thik aache kintu amar barir lokeder shathe kotha bolbe, aami bollam thik aache bolo, ja ichhe koro, kintu mouer biye aamar shathei hobe.

Shob shes kore tarpor nachte nachte aami aar aalu aabar train dhore pherot chole elam kalyani te. kemon laaglo?? pore jokhon loke shunlo tokhon bollo aamra puro paagol , noile emon kaaj keu kore?? aami shobaai ke boltaam aamar mouer jonno aami shob korte paari!

Ne ebar aaye to aamr kache ektu, aador kore di, raate jodi bohy kore tahole aamake joru kore rakhish, muhaaa, I love you princess, aste aaste aami toke shob bolbo, shob. tor kach theke kichhu lokabo na, tui to aamar ongsho, aamar meye, aamar praan, jodi aami more jaai tor shathe dekha korar aagei, tahole toke ke bolbe eishob golpo gulo?? taai to roj toke chithi likhi, egulo shudhu tor aar aamar, aar karor noy, tor mayer o noy, kemon?? ja ebar shue por raani, onek raat holo, aami ghum paarie di? haashchis?? diyechi ekshomoy, kole niye shara bari ghure berataam aar tor chokher moddhe phoo ditaam aar tui ghumie porti. aaj tui onek dure kintu aaj o aami toke na dkhe ghumote jaaina, konodin jeteo parbona, I love you doll, and i miss you. very much.

Daddy