Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Raani raani aamar raani aamar shonaai , kotto din baade toke chiti likhchi! aamar mon ekdom bhalo nei re, shob kichutei kem ekta badha, aami jaani na, taai koyek din aami tokeo kichu likhte paarini. Jaanish kaal raate ekta shopno dekhechi, tor maa aar aami. ekta mather moddhhe boshe aachi, golpo korchi, taar por dekhlaam tor maa aar aami aabar ekshonge, ek baarite , kintu tor mayer chokhe kotto boro ekta choshma, aar tor maa jeno kemon ekta hoye geche, aar aager moto nei.

taai bhablaam toke aaj boli. ki dekhlaam shopne,.

Aamar kaaj khub ekta bhalo cholche na.

I love you darling baby doll.

Daddy

Monday, August 16, 2010

Raani raani, aamar raani aamar shona, babay doll, aamar raajnandini, dekh eta tor cycle , aami aar tor maa tor jonno gurgaon theke kine chilaam, toke bolechilaam na?? jaanish tor pishi aamake ekta phone kine diyeche, sony erricson er, or moddhe ekta camera aache taai diye aami chobita tulechi, aaro tulbo, aar shob toke dekhabo.

Jaanish aaj shokale, aabar bank e gechilaam, adra bank e , aar char hajaar taka joma kore eshechi, last week kichhui hoyeni, aamar kono taka aasheni, server er payment o kora hoyeni, but aami shamle niyechi.

Jaanish eii shoni baar din aami ekta ngo te gechilaam, jara help korbe aamake, 498 a case ta te, toke to bolechi je tor maa aamar upore rege giye oi case ta korechilo, jaanish aar ektu hole, aami tor thakurda, thakurma, pishi, pishomohaye, shobbai jail e jetam, ki kore je bechechi, toke ekdin bolbo. jaai hok, ngo theke bollo, ei case ta ekhon puro puri misuse hoy, aar er theke bachaar kichu upaye aache, aami jaani na exactly ki hobe, but just gechilaam aar ki.

tu kemon aachish re?? aamar upore raag korechis?? aami koyek din kotha bolte paarini taai?? janish aami bhish tension e chilaam, taai aar kichu likhe uthte parini, tor maa kemon aache re? janish goto koyek din aage aami maharaani te dariye dariye kochuri aar jilipi kheyechi, onek aage aami aar tor maa jetam okhane, shokaal bela, kochuri aar jilipi khete, shob ekii rokom aache, shudhu ebaar aami ekla gechilaam, tor maa chilo na aamar shathe, miss korchilaam tor maa ke, kintu kakei ba bolbo bol?

aami bodhoy khub shiggiri toke dekhte paabo, aami cheshta korchi, joto taratari shombhob. aami ebaar theke roj toke chobi dekhabo, kichu na kichur, aamar kache tor ja ja aache shob kichur. dushtumi korish na kemon? mayer ekhon onek pressure, eka eka kaaj kore, aamio to nei je ichu hole aamake bolbe, ki jaani hoyto erokom taai cheyechilo to ma, kintu jaanish aami kintu konodin erokom ta chaaini. aajo bhabi keno erokom korlo, kisher jonno?? aar toke aamar theke dure rekhe ki cheshte korche?? parbe toke aamar theke dure rakhte?? tui to aamar meye, aamar rokto tor shorire, parbe tor maa shegulo deny korte??


I love you baby doll, my darling princess....muhaaaaaaaaaa

Daddy

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Raani raani aamar raani aamar shona aamar baby, aamar kutti raani, aamar raajnandini, ki korche baby?? jaanish eii chobi ta aami aaj khuje peyechi, aamar emailer moddhe chilo, shundori na re aamar meye ta?? chokh gulo dekh thik aamar moto mukhta jodio onekta ore mayer moto, but beshir bhaag taai aamar moto.

Jaanish, ki shanghatik shob kando karkhana ghotche, jaai hok, bhogobaan aache upore, boshe boshe shob dekhche, aar jokhon dekhche je aami aar parchina, tokhon ekta kichu kore dichhe, jaai hok, jaaish aami je chiti , kobita gulo tor maake pathiechilaam shob bounce back koreche, taai aami aabar ogulo, tor mayer gmail id ta te pathie diyechi, oi gmail id ta tor maake aami baniye diyechilaam.

aami ekhono server er payment korte paarini, kintu onno ekta bayboshtha korechi, kichu ekta kore eiishob jinish gulo ke thik raakhte hobe. aami koyek din aage khub raag hoyechilo, taai nije mone mone koyekta kotha likhechillam, tor maa to aamar upor 498 a korechilo, ekhono courte case cholche, taai likhechilaam je aamar koto raag hoyechilo, koto dukhho hoyechilo, tui porbi?? dara!

I love you my princess my darling babe, muhaaa

Daddy

A

fter fighting for a righteous justice for the last 2 years I have realized that 498a is a money, and patience game. Like any other Indian I respect my countries legal system, and understand often the weakness can be transformed into strength.

Mine was a love marriage, and I got married when I was 23, a little juvenile but committed. I am the only son of my parents other than my married sister. I loved and cared my wife to the extent of practical possibilities in rhythm with her whims and fancies, and had made her the first priority of my life. Right after our marriage, I was able to imagine, that she needs to be guided properly about relationships other than a husband and wife, she misbehaved with my parents, brought in sadhus and tantriks in the house, hoping they will help her having my parents either dead or in some other house, and out of my reach.

Her parents and elder sister constantly interfered, in our in-house matters and issues. She was highly under the influence of her parents on making any decisions in favor of "us" and all the decisions always drifted towards her parents deep down wishes.

In 2007 after four year of our marriage she gave birth to our daughter, she was pregnant earlier; however, she suffered a miscarriage, while staying at her parent’s place which was conveyed to me after the "accident" over the phone by her parents.

2008 she took my daughter, and went to her parents, I went to bring her back home, and was abused and threatened by her parents and neighbors later handed over to the police station, the cases she filed against me are under proceeding in the court of Durgapur.

I have been playing patience since then, waiting for my daughter to grow up and some day she will grow up, and will have her own thoughts, not under any influence, thoughts that she is endowed with inheritance. Blood speaks and there will be no difference even this time. I am not afraid anymore, neither I think how long I will live; I respect the Indian legal system and am sure it works the way you want it to work, only if you have the strength to survive and a wish to turn the tables.

I know I am “done” for my life, I will never have a normal life, and seriously I don’t want any, any further, all that matters to me, is my daughter, and I know she has my blood. I will try my level best that she doesn’t get a divorce out of me not until my daughter is 18, I am paying the maintenance anyway, so ill prefer to keep my whims happy at least for once for a change.

The basic idea for people who file for the 498a is, they think we will give-in, get upset, sacred and cornered. Well yes that is a phase and I am no different, went thru the dirtiest things of all, paid for whimsical ransoms of police, lawyers, each and every masked pimp who offered “help”, spent sleepless nights where the only option left for me was to shed a few drops of tears for my daughter who is nothing but being used as a skateboard, felt cornered, helpless, threatened, went on my knees in front of people I wouldn’t have cared to even look at being myself, listening to words of wisdom from strangers and a deserted heart where no hope, no faith , no love had any meaning anymore.

I felt so complete! Like this is it! There is no tomorrow, I am living the reason I was born for. But the problem with me is, I CAN’T FORGET, NOR CAN I FORGIVE. I WILL HAVE MY VENGEANCE IN THIS LIFE OR THE NEXT!

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Raani raani aamar raani, aamar princess, aamar shona, baby doll, aamar raajnandini, jaanish tor maa ke kaal ke ekta chithi likhechi, khub raag hoyechilo, taai likhechi, tui porbi?? achha dara toke dekhachhi, aar jaanish aamar na left ear er piercing ta bondho houe geche, jaai hok ekhon shudhu right ta aache, bhaloi hoyeche taai na re?? dara toke chithi ta dekhaai, tor maa ekhon je office e kaaj kore sheii official mail e pathiechi, kaal .

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aachha mou tomaake ekta kotha jiggesh kori?? tomaar shob prem shob bhalobahsa, ki just ekta natok chilo, jeta tumi 5 bochor dhore tenecho?? aamar bhabte bhishon koshto hoye, aami to tomaake prochur bhalobeshechi, aajo baashi, tumi dure aacho, but aami jaani tumi aacho, kintu kohono kokhono moye hoy je tumi ki paanchta bochor shudhu eii oppkhaaye chile je kobe tumi aamar meye niye giye aamar shonge eiishob korbe?? shobbii ki mithhe?

jaaihok bugu ke niye kichu ekta final koro, aami oke bohu din dekhini, o aamaro meye, tumi oke shonge kore niye aashoni, aar aasha kori tumi jaano je aamar meye aamar kache kotokhani important, tumi ja korecho kaar buddhite korecho aami jaani na, tobe ekta kotha tomaake boli, je khela ta tumi shuru korecho etaar shes tomaar haate nei, etake aami shesh korbo, aamar moto kore. aamar mone aache ekdin tumi garite boshe aamake bole chile je " tumi shob shomoye jitbe na??" aami tokhon bujhini tomaar raag tomaar biddesh ta thik kothaye aajo jaanina, but , eii khelata aamar, tumi hoyto shuru korecho, kintu aami shesh korbo.

aami aajo jaani na je tumi keno aamar shathe erokom korle, aami to tomaake praan diye bhalobeshechi, aamar shonge keno bishahgatokota korle?? aamar meye ke tumi aaj aamar shomondhhe ki bolo aami jaani na, tobe aami eta jaani ore shorire aamar rokto aache, o aamar meye, ghure o ekdin darabe, oke shudhu proshno gulo shajate daao, ekhon boddo choto, kichu bojhena, ekdin bujhbe aar shedin tumi ki koro aami dekhbo. aami bugu ke dekhte chaai, aamar access chaai. ekhonkaar jonno, ki korbe sheta tomader baypar. proshno ta ekhon jokhon hisaab korar, aami hishaab korbo, tomaar jonno aamar bhalobasha konodin kombe na, kintu aamar kaach theke aamar meyeke dure niye giye tumi thik kaaj koroni, etake nograami bole. tumi courte ja ja bolecho tumi jaano shegulo shob mithhe, aar mithhe beshidin chole na. tomaar mone aache to je aamr ekta ma, ekta baba, ekta bou aar ektaii meye. jodi mone na theke thake tahole ebaartheke mone rekho, ekhono kichhuii hoyni, aar tomra jemon bhabcho temon kicuhii hobe na, duto bochore aami onekta buro hoyegech, ekta shomoye mone hoyechilo aami bodhoye here jaabo, tokhon bugur mukhta bheshe uthechilo aamar shamne. aami ektuo klanto hoini, aami ektuo bhoy paaini, bodhoy aaro strong hoyechi.

Tumi kemon aacho?? thik kore khowadaowa koro, ekhon to aami nei je maajh raate uthe tomaar haat pa tipe debo, mon diye kaaj koro, tui boro hole aami khushii hobo, aamar kushti te lekha aache na 80 yrs obdi naari shotru?? baachte hobe to tomaake 80 bochor obdhi, lol, anyway, aami tomaake khub miss kori, aajo bathroom thke tomar naam dhore daaki, ghumer hgoreo daaki, kintu taarpor bujhi tumi to paashe nei. tomaar shaari juto shob aamar kache rekhe diyechi, trunk ta khulini, tomar suitcase taao na, aamar allmarite shudhu bugur aar tomaar jinish aami aamar jamkapor gulo ekta suitcase e rekhechi, tomaar churi gulo shob royeche, kintu jaano shobtheke precious ki?? tomaar sharir theke powa tomar mathar ekta chul, bugur jishpotrer modhhe ekta nil ronger cup chilo , dhakna deya, shetaar modhhe shudhu tomaar ekta chul rekhechi, tomaar rekhejaowa shesh "tumi". thakbe aamar kache. chirodin.

aami jaani tumi kono reply korbena tomar modhhe sheii shokti neii, tumi purota mithhe diye toiri, kintu aami jaani tumi porbe, tomaake koshto deya aamar ichhe noy, kintu tomar bojha uchit, tumi ke. aar aami ke.

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thik likhechi na bhul likhechi tui bolish, I love you princess, my darling baby.

Daddy

Monday, August 9, 2010

Bugu raani , aamar shona, aamar baby doll, aamar kutti shona, aamr raajnandini, aamar princess kemon aache baby?? jaanish aaj shokaale uthe prothom kaaj ta ki korechi?? shokaal shokaal uthe shoja andra bank e gechi giye chaar hajaar taka joma kore eshechi, ekhon okhane aamar share nohajar taka jomeche. tumi kemon aachish baby?? aamar shoan?? aachha ei mr. de ta ke re?? tor mayer proti bhishon interest dekhache, tui chinish??

aami ekhono, server er payment kore uthte paarini, jaanish khub chintaaye aachi, aaj na korte parle ora aamar access ta kete debe, ki kori bolto??

I love you baby doll

Daddy

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Raani raani aamr raani , shona baby ki korche aamar princess?? aamar darling ?? last du ek din bhishon chintaaye chilaam jaanish?? kaaj mota muti thikii egochhe , kintu kothao jeno ekta problem o hochhe, not getting the right flow, jaanish?

aami gotokaal Andra bank e giye ekta account khule eshechi, tor je takata aami baarite rekhechilaam, sheta ekhon theke bank e rakhbo, aar aami ohan theke atm ba debit card ta ro apply korini, aami prottek shoni baar giye okhane taka joma kore aashbo, khub chintaaye aachi jaanish , aaj aamar server er payment korar last date chilo, kaal kono payment aasheni, taai server er payment tao hoyni, shombaar korte hobe, ki je hobe aami jaani na, tui chinta korish na. aami shob thik kore debo.

tui kemon aachish re? tor shateo du din kono kotha hoyeni, aami missy korechi toke, wait korchilaam kokhon toke bolbo, je aami ekta bank account khulechi, tor ma shara jibon bole gelo, aar aaj jokhon tor maaaamar theke onek dure tokhon aami sheii kajta korlam.


I love you babydoll, aamar princess.

Daddy

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Raani raani aamar raani, aamar shona, aamar babay ta kothaaye ?? ki korche baby? jaanish raani kaal motamuti shob thik ii geche, tui ki korchish re?? tor ma ki korche re?? jaanish aami kaal ekjon ke bollam, je tor maa ke aami koto miss kori, sheo aamake jiggesh korlo, je tor maa aamake chere gelo ki kore?? shobaai mone kore aami bhishon emotional, bhishon loving, aami naaki jaake bhalobaashbo she naaki aamake chere kono din jeteii parbe na, aami bollam bhul!, already aamaake niye fed up hoye ekjon aamar praan ta niye aamar theke onek dure giye thakche, ki aanondo pachhe aami jaani na tobe thaakche.

aami majhe majhe bhabi je tor maake bhish kosto debo kono din, jokhon shujog paabo, kintu taar pro aabar etao mone hoy, je tor maake jodi kosto dite jaai, sheta to ghure phire aamar kacheii aashbe, tokhon aabar thanda hoye jaai, jaanish, aami thik bujhte paarina, tor maayer shaathe aamar thik ki kora uchit, aaj aarai bochor ami toke dekhte paaina shudhu tor maayer jonno, eta ke puron korbe?? tui to aamaro meye, aamar praan, tor maa toke jor kore aamar theke dure rekheche, aamake dekhte deyna toke, eta ki thik?? tor mayer shathe aamar jhogra she jekono karoneii hok, tor maayer toke aamar theke dure rakhbaar kono right nei, kintu tor maa sheta korche. aami jaani na toke tor maa ki bole, but toke aamar theke dure rekhe tor maa onnaye korche, bhishon onnaye, aar er jonno aami tor maa ke kono din maaf korte paarbona.

Tor maa eta bojhe na, je tui ekdin boro hobi, tui ekdin bujhte shikhbi, shedin tor maa ki korbe?? ki bojhabe toke?? tor maa shobaar shamne chitkaar kore boleche aami naaki tor maayer upore okothho otyachar korechi. EK DIN TUI JIGGESH KORISH TOR MAA KE KI KI OTTYACHAR KORECHI AAMI TAAR UPORE. eta aamio jaante chaai.


I love you my darling princess, my angel, aamar raani aamar raajnandini muhaaaaaaa


Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Raani raani aamar Raani aamar shnona baby, aamar raajnandini, aamar princess, aamar mamma, kemon aache baby?? aami du ekdin tor shathe thik kore kothao bolte parini, aamake khoma kore de please?? raag korish na aamar upore, aami tahole kothaye jaabo? aamar to ektaai raani, aamar baby, raag korish na please, please??

Jaanish , last du din khub chaap jachhe re, ekhon mota muti shob control e , but still pressure aache, taai to aami tor shathe golpo korte paarini. tui kemon aachish? tor maa kemon aache re?? jaanish baby, aami bhishon toderke miss korchi, i know this thing is going to turn out into something big, aar tor maa nei aamar paashe, jaanish aami shara jibon shudhu eiituku cheyechi je tor maa aar tui raaj raani hoye aamar kache thaak, kintu shob kemon olot palot hoye gelo re, keno aamader shathe emon holo bolto?? jaanish aami na ekhon tor thaku maar phone ta use korchi, aamar ta to cholche na, aar aami aar kono phone o kini ni, taai.

aami ebaar ekta phone kinbo, jeta te ekta khub bhalo camera aache, aar roj notun notun chobi tule tor jonno ekhane lagabo, but aamake koyekta din ektu shomoye de raani, tui to jaanish aamar kache ekdom taka poisha nei. tui ki schoole jaash re?? tor uniform ta ki rokom?? tor aangul gulo koto boro hoyeche re?? aami jaabo toke dekhte ekdin, chupi chupi, but jaabo, tor maa dhore phellei bhish jhamela pakabe, kintu aami jaabo, aami aar parchina, ebaar aami jaaboi!!

I love you doll, my darling princess, aamar raani raajnandini!

Daddy

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Raani raani , baby doll, aamar shonaai, aamar darling princess, jaanish i am back on track!! things are looking good again, been very busy, but aaj raate tor shathe onek khun kotha bolbo, i love you baby,

Daddy

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Raani baby aamar shonaai , aamar darling, aamar baby, aamar raajnandini, jaanish kal theke hoyto aabar shob normal hoye jaabe, i am keeping my fingers crossed, ektu tension e aachi, kaal , porshur moddhe jodi aabar shob normal na hoy tahole ektu jhamela hoye jaabe, switcher taka dewa aache, shob dite hobe na re, ki jaani , tobe aamar mone hochhe , thik hoye jaabe kaal.

I love you baby doll,

Daddy