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fter fighting for a righteous justice for the last 2 years I have realized that 498a is a money, and patience game. Like any other Indian I respect my countries legal system, and understand often the weakness can be transformed into strength.
Mine was a love marriage, and I got married when I was 23, a little juvenile but committed. I am the only son of my parents other than my married sister. I loved and cared my wife to the extent of practical possibilities in rhythm with her whims and fancies, and had made her the first priority of my life. Right after our marriage, I was able to imagine, that she needs to be guided properly about relationships other than a husband and wife, she misbehaved with my parents, brought in sadhus and tantriks in the house, hoping they will help her having my parents either dead or in some other house, and out of my reach.
Her parents and elder sister constantly interfered, in our in-house matters and issues. She was highly under the influence of her parents on making any decisions in favor of "us" and all the decisions always drifted towards her parents deep down wishes.
In 2007 after four year of our marriage she gave birth to our daughter, she was pregnant earlier; however, she suffered a miscarriage, while staying at her parent’s place which was conveyed to me after the "accident" over the phone by her parents.
2008 she took my daughter, and went to her parents, I went to bring her back home, and was abused and threatened by her parents and neighbors later handed over to the police station, the cases she filed against me are under proceeding in the court of Durgapur.
I have been playing patience since then, waiting for my daughter to grow up and some day she will grow up, and will have her own thoughts, not under any influence, thoughts that she is endowed with inheritance. Blood speaks and there will be no difference even this time. I am not afraid anymore, neither I think how long I will live; I respect the Indian legal system and am sure it works the way you want it to work, only if you have the strength to survive and a wish to turn the tables.
I know I am “done” for my life, I will never have a normal life, and seriously I don’t want any, any further, all that matters to me, is my daughter, and I know she has my blood. I will try my level best that she doesn’t get a divorce out of me not until my daughter is 18, I am paying the maintenance anyway, so ill prefer to keep my whims happy at least for once for a change.
The basic idea for people who file for the 498a is, they think we will give-in, get upset, sacred and cornered. Well yes that is a phase and I am no different, went thru the dirtiest things of all, paid for whimsical ransoms of police, lawyers, each and every masked pimp who offered “help”, spent sleepless nights where the only option left for me was to shed a few drops of tears for my daughter who is nothing but being used as a skateboard, felt cornered, helpless, threatened, went on my knees in front of people I wouldn’t have cared to even look at being myself, listening to words of wisdom from strangers and a deserted heart where no hope, no faith , no love had any meaning anymore.
I felt so complete! Like this is it! There is no tomorrow, I am living the reason I was born for. But the problem with me is, I CAN’T FORGET, NOR CAN I FORGIVE. I WILL HAVE MY VENGEANCE IN THIS LIFE OR THE NEXT!
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Aaj aamar aar tor maayer anniversary!!!!!!!!!!!
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Yeppppppiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!! raani raani aaj tor mayer aar aamar shaat bochor puron holo!!!!!! tor maaki aamar kotha bhabche re?? aaj theke shaath bochor aage aajker dine tor maake biye korte gechilaam, durgapure.
Jaanish raani tor maa toke niye chole jaowar por aami roj tor maa keo chithi likhtaam, taarpor ekdin bhishon raag holo tor mayer upore taar por theke lekha bondho kore dilaam, dara aaj toke oi chithi gulo dekhaai, kemon??
UESDAY, MAY 13, 2008Day 1.[Image]
I dont know why am I getting into this wierd thing. Its difficult for me, I love Mou, but I know that I didnt do justice to our relationship, Baba, Ma , Munni they all have their own way of thinking and they are persistant on that, where do I go? who do i talk to? I have loved Mou more than anything else in my life, I somehow fail to believe that she is not picking up my calls, I messeged her and she didnt reply.bugu is my girl, I havent heard her for the last few weeks, am I dying or is this a nightmare?
WEDNESDAY, MAY 14, 2008Day 2.I tried calling up mou, she didnt answer, I dont know what to do ...she is making me cry ...I sent her messeges she never replied...I am dying to talk to mou for once....why is this happening to me...?
FRIDAY, MAY 16, 2008Day 3.life so vacuum without you....it all seems so unknown..like i have never seen them....the roads where we walked together ...drove together...places...where i am used to see you....are haunting me...i just want to wake up from this dirty dream...pinch me mou iam having a nightmare and i need to wake up............wake me up please.....i am dying
SATURDAY, MAY 17, 2008Day 4.I still remember the first day when we met for the first time...you were wearing a sleevless yellow salwar..the most beautifull woman I have ever seen...do youremember mou when we were drowning in digha you were scared...but we did made it out ....the water started increasing all of a sudden...and we were far from the shore you grabbed my hand and we started fighting the waves...when we came back to the shore we wre tired and you hugged me and started crying....how will I spend my entire life without you....?? I miss you every moment..what made you change so much why did you have to go mou? do you still love me?
MONDAY, MAY 19, 2008Day 5.I dont know what are you doing....if you've had you lunch...if you are smiling...if you are missing me...living without you is a wierd feeling whichis haunting me all the time....every time I open my eyes..i feel you are just arround...where are you mou...dont you miss me anymore ?? all that promices ...where have they gone??when I close my eyes I feel your hands brushing my hair...every time I go back home i feel like there you are wearing the priceless smile on your face...do you feel the same??
WEDNESDAY, MAY 21, 2008Day 6.Jaano aaj aami ki kheyechi...just a sandwitch...onno din hole ettokhune tumi kotobar phone korte ki kheyechi jaanar jonno....kintu ekhon to tumi aar korona...bhule gecho aamaye? aami je shara din tomar kotha bhabi...shobshomoye mone hoye tomar payer awaj paai...kaner kaache tomar nishash shunte paai...tumi ki paao?
THURSDAY, MAY 22, 2008Day 7.ki korcho mamma?? ki kheyecho tumi? aami ekhono kichhu khaaini....bugu ki korche? mone aache aamake or? ekhono khoje aamake daddy..daddy bole? aamake onek kadiecho..tumi...aar paarchi na...tomar gola shonbar jonno aamar monta ......Posted by Woodpecker at 4:48 AM
FRIDAY, MAY 23, 2008Day 8.aaj aami tomar je chobita purse chilo sheta chire phellam...keno korle erokom mou? knodin ki bujhte paroni koto bhalobashi tomaye? na aami bojhate parini?
SATURDAY, MAY 24, 2008Day 9.Mou today is weekend.....tumi nei...bugu nei...aami eka....kichhu bhalo lagche na...tomar mon kharap korche na?Posted by Woodpecker at 2:31 AM
MONDAY, MAY 26, 2008Day 10.last night I deamt about you...taking bugu away from me...Iam surprised...I had to go through all this ....did you ever love me mou?? all those promices...all those feelings that you sown for me....were they real?? if yes...then how could you change so much?? I loved you more than anything else in my life...and will alwais do...the ring in my finger is asking me a lot of questions do you have the answers??
FRIDAY, JUNE 27, 2008tumi aar aami ki kore aalada hobo mou..??Posted by Woodpecker at 7:48 AM 0 comments FRIDAY, JUNE 6, 2008Day 16.Aaj shara dupur tomar kotha khub mone hochhilo...tumi ki korcho...tumi ki khachho....jaano aami kodin bhabtei parini...je tumi aamar shathe erokom korbe...aami kirokom boka na?Posted by Woodpecker at 7:23 AM 0 comments WEDNESDAY, JUNE 4, 2008Day 15.Just loving you has been a revelation,Even if you hadn't loved me back.My heart now knows the secret paths of pleasure,Exchanging ends and means for greater treasure,Losing lust and grateful for the lack,Yet relishing the play of shared sensation.Posted by Woodpecker at 11:38 AM 0 comments MONDAY, JUNE 2, 2008Day 14.shunechilaam .....purono chaal bhate baare....aar purono prem?? tumi jaano he is going to contest me....Posted by Woodpecker at 8:52 AM 0 comments
SUNDAY, JULY 13, 2008Happy Annyversary To US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOve you mourani my darling.....many many happy returns of the day.....i love you shona....my baby....my kutti....i love you....god bless
Bolish tor maake , aami chere jaaini , o chole geche aamake chere , aami kotthao jaabo na, ekhanei thakbo, ekdin tor maabujhte paarbe, aar ami wait korbo shei dintaar jonno, jedin ei proshno gulo tui tor maake korbi.
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